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I can’t sleep and gotta go to work tomorrow. I hate nights like these. But a part of me just wants to sit up and think think think all night. Think about what exactly? I don’t really know. Anything.

I’m really on the edge over some things right now and its not helping with getting used to the new semester, the list of assignments are already giving me the creeps.

But life goes on, aint it?

And no matter how much we try to love ourselves and just freely be who we are, we know we’ll never be contented.

Okay I just need to rant.

I thought it was like the number ONE golden rule of friendship, between girls at least. That when you know your friend likes the same guy you like, the only thing you should think about doing or practically doing, is to BACK OUT!! Not try to push forward and create a really awkward position for the other spectator friends who are standing by the sidelines, seeing either one of the friends get hurt to the core.

Okay, I know you should fight for the one you love yada yada, but HELLOOO?! Your friendship is at stake here!! AND FRIENDS ARE NOT EASY TO COME BY.

I absolutely have no respect for people like that so YES. I’m sorry.

THINK before you actually do something you’d regret forever.

Will update on the Grand Launch at The Opera when I have the time!

I’m on HIGHHHH. Aaaaaahhhhhhh.

I feel kinda upset cause I finally feel people drifting apart from me. I know friends come and go, but the process of it is just heartbreaking. I guess it just happens as we all grow up and move on our own paths of life. On the other hand, I feel thankful for each and everyone of my friends who are still connected with me.

Oh and I finally watched Percy Jackson and the Lighting Thief with Ali! Really enjoyed it although it was not AWESOMELY great.

Goodnight! Nuffnang paid me again. HAH.

Guess what this is! The internals of Ali’s CPU. =.=

Her computer broke down the other day so we went to Low Yat to look for a new power supply for the CPU and we ended up walking round and round looking like idiots who are clueless. Okay, maybe me, not Ali. Wanted to call JD to help us out but then we chose to be smart instead.

We were trying to look for this particular shop to find Wan Nee’s boyf for his assistance to where are the best places to find our stuff, worth the money. We couldn’t find the shop. So we walked up and down to every level looking for the dumbass shop. In the end, we asked someone and he said the shop closed down. @%#$*%$!!!!!!

The previous time when I went to Low Yat to look for my hard disk case with my brother, I walked around like an idiot again!

I AM NEVER GOING TO LOW YAT WITHOUT A COMPUTER GEEK/EXPERT’S ASSISTANCE AGAIN!!

Urgh. Stupid.

Changed my font because it feels nicer. And I feel more gentle that way, wth.

Sometimes I feel damn sucky because I am too easily pleased.

I never often voice out what I want, or what I suggest, just because I don’t want to offend anyone. I would just prefer to let them have their way, to make them happy or contented, just sacrifice my happiness and say yes even though I really don’t like the idea or I really don’t want to. Not suggesting that I am the nicest person in the whole wide world, hence, please do not think that way. Just voicing out how I feel because it does feel sucky.

Feel a little degraded at times for being this way. Like, why Carmen, WHY?! Why won’t you just say you don’t like it? And then maybe YOU would feel happy for once instead of other people.

Sucks when you always get pushed around for doing things you don’t want to. And this is mainly because I would never ever hurt the people I love. Yes, I count saying NO to something as hurting them or offending them.

Ask me to do something, I would do it even if I have other important errands to run first. Even if I end up not finishing my work or missing an important event. I am saying MOST times, not all the time.

Feels stupid to be stuck in this position when I can choose to be selfish but I want to try to love everyone as much as I could. Although it feels good when I am able to help whenever possible, it still sucks when you think why didn’t you do this for yourself?! I am SOOOO torn in the middle.

If you consider yourselves as caring citizens who read/listen/watch the news, you must have encountered news about a few deaths in year 2009 alone caused by these giant wasps known as hornets.

Mind you, they’re average size is about 1.8 inches.

In France, hornets have also decreased the population of bees by 30,000 in a few hours. WHY? Because they feed their young with the larvae of bees. How evil is that?

Their venom, is enough to kill a human being with one sting. This is because it contains a chemical that dissolves human tissues.

This year, 3 innocent children had died because of a hornet attack.

LINK to The Star Online —> CLICK

A week ago, my dogs’ brother (does not live with me), Blue, had died because of a hornet attack. It was a very lovable and obedient dog.

I don’t know about you, but I am deeply saddened by this. If hornets could kill human beings, what more innocent creatures like dogs?

I really wish the Malaysian government would hear our cry and make an effort to destroy all their nests wherever needed to protect citizens and our beloved pets.

I feel like licking my room floor! Nyam nyam nyammmmmmmmm!

OOOOH, tastey tasteyyyy!

No mood.

Like, seriously.