How would you feel if you know the both of you love each other to bits but you just damn right know that you can’t be together?
What would you do?
This hurts to the core.
Will I ever possess enough strength to pull through this?
CUTE TINY TURTLE!
Okay, damn jakun. But I’ve never seen a turtle before in my life! Until I was at Lang Tengah. Damn awesome can?!
I didn’t mean for that to happen.
Kay, much better.
You know what’s the cutest?
WHEN THEY SLEEP! Hahah, TELL ME THIS IS NOT CUTE!! <3
And the people at the resort were doing something for a good cause! To let them mature till they’re old enough, then they’d be released to the ocean again. EVERYONE SHOULD DO THAT!
Okay first of all sorry I chose Bangsar! It was super damn jam during the time all of us were rushing there and I myself was half an hour late.
Anyhow, IT WAS FUN! El Meson serves good food! But unsatisfactory service. I waited damn long for my food and almost wanted to throw a bitch fit and scream at the waiter but OH WELL. My birthday so just sabar.
At first the theme was to look stupid, and then to look la la, but nobody agreed with me T_T . So in the end it was PINK.
. Simple yet special.
All ze girls and I except Yi-Vonne in PINK! Oh, special thanks to Kat for lending me her AWESOME SMEXY DRESS! I love it omg.
Mich ze model. <3
Mich, MYSELF, Syaza and Alison. O.o
Now you get why I love the dress ?
. And the most awesome part of the whole dress was, when you put it on your FAT TUMMY automatically disappears! AWESOME ANOT ?!
I haven’t finished my meal and they brought me cake!
I forgot how many candles I had. O.o
Makin’ ma birthday wish. <3
I’ve never had rainbow colored cake in my life so thank you, heee.
Groupie shot. I’mma name everyone. Here goes.
JT, Cruz, Azhar, John, Suki, Sean, Keith, Kent, Lyon, Philip, Nick, Yi-Vonne, Alison, Mich, MUA, Pinto and Joannie and Syaza who went home early. <3
And another.
Philip, Sean, Min and I at MIST for some partyinnnn’.
When the clock hit 12, my unimates hugged me. Awwwww. <3
I hate Mist, omg. It was super packed and not to mention, we were dancing with tissue paper in our hands to constantly wipe off sweat. And there is no proper dance floor. Self-explanatory.
Thank you people, I really never expected so many people turning up! LOVE YOU ALL. I had an awesome birthday!
Photos by Nicholas Chin and Philip Rom.
My BRAND NEW Face and Eyes Kit, make up brushes from Sigma!
I’ve never really heard of Sigma either (seeing how you guys wouldn’t have), but they’re brushes are exactly the same as MACs. They’re even numbered the same! But I guess the cheaper version? Watched reviews on Sigma and they have pretty good reviews I’d say.
I’ve wanted makeup brushes for so long but super expensive so .. T_T
BUT NOW THAT I OWN THEM, I’mma be a pro make up artist!! Ambitious much. My make up stash never stops building up and I go by the saying ‘You can never have enough’. Super bad influence, mwahah.
Speaking of which, I HAD AN AWESOME 19TH BIRTHDAY.
Thank you everyone who was a part of it and also the deluge of birthday wishes on my Facebook wall. There were SOOOOO MANNYY. I was trying to count the numbers but gave up halfway. =/
To CarmenW for all the amazing gifts (2 cakes and make up brushes and sea grass soap and MEAL) and the awesome day we spent together in Bangsar on my birthday afternoon.
To my unimates who made the day really special before it even begun. Had a great time at El Meson and also Mist club! I felt really loved *teary eyed*. Thanks for the cake and the HUGE ASS card and the company really. WOOHOOOO clubbing was fun!
To a bunch of my close schoolmates (JD, Eunice, Kai Yun, Kathleen, Wilfred, Kai Lynn) who surprised me at my house! Was supposed to go for a private dinner with a special someone and he cancelled so I was so pissed off and crying ON MY BIRTHDAY and suddenly my friends were at my house singing me a birthday song with a cake. WTH. Embarrassing much. AND MY ROOM WAS IN MESSY CHAOS. Thank you darlings.
And to my dearest family who ultimately completed the whole package.
I FELT REALLY SPECIAL, XO. BTW I AM NOW 19. Doesn’t feel much different from 18, LOL.
Updating my diary now, and tearing all over it at the same time.
Be happy.
Recently, I just found out that something I was praying for since like 3 years ago has finally come to pass. And I was all teary-eyed. Finally? FOR REAL? Yeah it is. ITS REALLY HAPPENING.
I never thought the day would come, but .. thank God.
I’m happy as hell.
Just so you know, God works wonders.
PS : Tomorrow is DRESS UP DAY! Okay, not really but .. @JoanKongMinHui, @JoannaStaceyPinto. Dun dun dun!
These few days are probably the worst days ever. Even worse than when it had just happened.
Everywhere I go, I’d look around carefully just incase you were there somewhere.
I miss you. Really badly.
Wish you’d show up and surprise me. The vivid dreams of you ain’t gonna suffice.
The girls and I at Fullhouse, Jalan Yap Kwan Seng!
I think I’ve lost my will to continue updating my blog. =/
I’ll do it, I promise. I just don’t know how often that’s going to happen.
Watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button! I missed it in the cinemas so thank God HBO aired it.
I loved the movie, I don’t know why some of my friends said it was boring. It taught me alot of life long lessons and NOT TO TAKE ANYONE FOR GRANTED. As simple as that. But hell, it was meaningful. I cried while watching and I suddenly thought about everyone I loved at that very moment ..
.. And what it would be like if THEY DON’T REMEMBER YOU and just DIED IN YOUR ARMS.
How painful would that be?
“I’ve never stopped loving you.” – Benjamin Button
Us cousins 2128923849235 years ago.
Already guessed which one of them is me?
I miss it when we were little. Things were much simpler and we were closer. Now everyone’s just busy with their own stuff and we only meet once in awhile.
I miss you guys! Not only the ones in the picture but EVERYONE. Let’s hang outttt. XOXO.