February 9th, 2010
English used to be my favourite subject in school. NOT ANYMORE!
Panicked like crazy during the exam this morning. Because I knew I was bad at time management, I kept worrying about the time constraint because I had so much left to complete! I was lucky enough to even finish as I know of friends who did not. The hall had no clock, my phone was on the floor, I didn’t wear a watch. So in my head I was literally COUNTING TIME. Also, I constantly stopped invigilators to ask them for the time. =.=
I hate it when I feel that way. I panic easily and have anxiety. Pft.
The worse part is when my friends start walking out of the hall and I’m not even halfway through my essay. I can’t help but to get disturbed. Hahah.
Oh well. 
Media Appreciation was fairly easy as we had tips.
Quote Joanna Stacey Pinto on her Facebook status : “tomorrow - social psychology paper. they saved the "best" for last indeed. –.-“
Tomorrow will my last day of Foundation. Hahah. 
. Its finally over, hurrah.
Also, will be facing the most highly anticipated exam paper, Social Psychology. 2 reasons why I find it tough:
1. I hate anything to do with scientific theories. I prefer diversity and creativity to my points of view.
2. Instead of using simple English terms, they use scientific psychological unrecognizable (to me) terms. =.=
Thank God I prepared early for this subject. Although I doubt that I would perform impeccably well.
Anyhow, good luck, classmates from FCOM March Intake 2009.
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February 7th, 2010
Follow me on twitter, HERE.
I finally succumbed to the twitter craze, influenced by Joan Kong and Vanessa Lim. And everyone else who keeps asking ‘Carmen, why don’t you have twitter?!’ Pft.
Spent the day studying and fixing widgets on my blog. RSS feed since many of you complained that you can’t subscribe + a proper photo of myself + the twitter widget.
It looks so easy to do but Wordpress is NOTHING like Blogger! In Blogger you could just click ‘ADD’ and insert your photos and stuff. But for Wordpress I have to insert the HTML codes all by my poor self, sigh.
Feels very messy now though. Oh well.
Valentine’s event at church tomorrow! Sam took my rose, huhuh.
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February 5th, 2010
John says I’ll have a BOOM BOOM POW face if I perm my hair like that. 
Okay, neverminddddd. Sigh.
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February 5th, 2010
I WANT ANNALYNN MCCORD’S HAIR!
Sick of flat, neat hair, I want it BIG this time.
I doubt that I could ever pull it off but .. love itttt!! Although I’ll look horrible, who cares mannn, its not like it wouldn’t grow back! Hahah.
Go or no go?
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February 2nd, 2010
I know there are many videos out there but please take a few minutes to watch this!
You won’t regret ! Hahah.
Thank you to John Lim, Sho Suzuki, Lyon Chua, Joan Kong and Dickson Chong for making this happen! LOVE YOU GUYS.
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February 1st, 2010
Sharvinnnnn. Pool with the boys! Very very random day.
We used to play in college but then stopped a loooooong time ago.
Cannyyy. So sweet of them to let me play even though I suck. Hahah.
Jun Kit. Haven’t seen them in awhile so it was definitely fun! Met up with a few primary school peeps there too.
Sharvin and I are gonna practice, practice practice! And one day we’re gonna tapau Jun Kit. . OWNAGE!
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January 31st, 2010
Scary no?
COLLEGE IS ENDING IN TWO WEEKS! I’m definitely not excited cause I’ll have to part with my friends. =/
Not. Fun. At. All.
I haven’t gotten myself any new clothes etc for Chinese New Year.
Man. I wish someone could do the shopping for me.
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January 26th, 2010
Blogging from class!
Just screwed my research paper presentation moments ago.I was too nervous, and I swear it RARELY happens to me! And we had technical error which obviously made things worse. Sigh.
I hope Ms. Mary is merciful enough. EMOOO EMOO.
A part of me keeps saying HECK IT! Its done and over with. Oh well.
Previously I’ve mentioned about my memory card. Its officially dead! Super depressing laaaaa. I had so many photos in it! FHM Finale Party photos + photos of Suki + random outings that I was waiting to blog about. All GONE.
No photos = no posts. @__@
Finally, this week the workload from college ends! Ok not really, but its much lesser than before. THANK GOD. Can finally enjoy some sleep without worrying too much.
Can’t wait to get out of the house this weekend!
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January 19th, 2010
Extracted from wikiHow.com.
Say it. When you say the words "I Love You", they should carry with them the desire to show someone that you love them, not what you simply want to feel. When you say it, make sure you really mean it and are willing to do anything for that special person.
Empathize. Put yourself in someone else’s shoes. Rather than impose your own expectations or attempt to control them, to understand how they feel, where they come from, and who they are. Realize how they could also love you back just as well.
Love unconditionally. If you cannot love another person without attaching stipulations, then it is not love at all, but deep-seated opportunism (one who makes the most of an advantage, often unmindful of others). If your interest is not in the other person as such, but rather in how that person can enhance your experience of life, then it is not unconditional. If you have no intention of improving that person’s life, or allowing that person to be themselves and accepting them as they are, and not who you want them to be, then you are not striving to love them unconditionally.
Expect nothing in return. That doesn’t mean you should allow someone to mistreat or undervalue you. It means that giving love does not guarantee receiving love. Try loving just for the sake of love. Realize that someone may have a different way of showing his or her love for you; do not expect to be loved back in exactly the same way.
Realize it can be lost. If you realize that you can lose the one you love, then you have a greater appreciation of what you have. Think how lucky you are to have someone to love. Don’t make an idol of the person you love. This will place them under undue pressure and will likely result in you losing them.
Never stop loving. Even if you have been hurt before you should not stop giving love.
Its not that I’m really bored. Just stumbled upon this article whilst Googling for facts for my essay on break ups. Hahah.
I’m super busy with work and its killing me insideeeeeee.
PS : My camera’s memory card suddenly stopped working and it says that it needs formatting. if i click format, all my photos will be gone! HELP? My FHM finale photos!
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January 17th, 2010
I’m lost.
Don’t know what I should do.
And I can’t possibly tell him so.
Help?
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